Saturday, November 24, 2007

The Return of The Asma,

Lately i cant breathe properly, m heart cam hav2 pump 3x lagi faster n kuat so aku bleh bnafas.. Thx heart.. See? F u tek care of ur jantung properly, it wont fail u or sumtin, so dnt smoke or mkan mkanan beminyak, go jog! Nehu, so cuz of dat my veins were all popping out, rah tanganku lah mostly.. Kinda cool~ n u can hear the beat of my heart~ beat of my heart~ tears us apart~

i noe my asma kembali.. But cam na ku mau accept.. I beat ia jua dah dulu.. Why come baaack!? Why?.. M all fit now!.. stronger!.. Faster!.. Why d you come baack! Sigh.. I reali hate it.. It meks me weak.. Cant move, tinkin of jogin pun i fl tired.. Shit..

So kmarin was the summit, na ku tahan yo.. Sayur ku dah.. So tpaksa gto bapaku, tkajut ia.. Haha, he had alot of kenangan pahit sal asmaku ani msa damit, so kana drive kan k emergency room, man.. Lama dah na ke spital.. Cam interesting lah.. N iklan sal pekerja melayan kita ngan baik a2 eksen tu, dongeng!

Kalinya mcm2 ah urg yg sakit d hospital ah, ada yg tepelicuk.. Yg tehantuk kepala..Haha, atu cali.. Pi yg ksian ada bini2 ani, cam in great pain bila bjalan.. Smpai menangis wah.. Nada bah urg ngambilkan krusi ruda a2.. Lakinya pun satu jua.. Talur bangang! C bapa mental sudah, kn menulung takut lakinya salah anggap.. Sabar sja..

So, for d 1st tym in like wat?.. 10 years? Aku be inhaler.. Menghirup udara segar becampur ubat.. Cam vader ah.. Iski ku.. Beasap2.. Pi bri malu plg.. Urg meliat.. Hate bau ubat atu.. I feel so.. Inferior, Hmm.. Oh well,

this might cam funny bunyinya.. But i kept tinkin sal my kids.. (sudah basarlah..) cam imagine my small daughter, in pink, hair tied up, kiuuut! Kalinya ia cant move.. All out of breath.. Breaks a fathers heart.. Man.. Is asma hereditary? Cuz i tink so.. So to my frens out der yg kn jadi doctor, naqib! Laju, study hard! Find a cure 4 asma.. Ada dah ka? Lum? Iatah..

Man.. Sabar saja,

to england players, just hold on, kesian wah kana boo.. Sabar ja ah..

Well m gna go try 2 belajar.. Cam malasku.. Pi.. I hav 2 beat dem engineers! Specially her.. Awu.. Liat saja.. Bah, liat tv lu,

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